It's All About Lian

2011-12-12T16:10:00.003+11:00

Don't you just hate it when your co-workers don't do their job and make other people's life hard? There's this chick who's a santahelper (like me) and she practically just stands there looking pretty. Today, her job was to open&close the gates but she was full flirting with one of the rostered train drivers. I mean i don't care what you do but just do your job and do it well while doing whatever you like, or you'll just make more people dislike you.

2011-12-11T17:03:00.002+11:00

07/12 - Celebrated joeyH's birthday with almost the whole group at hurricanes for dinner, then headed to norita for drinks and opening of pressies.

09/12 - day off work and went shopping with sis at hurstii. Bumped into alice&celia =]

10/12 - had work from 10-4, headed home with wendy coz i wanted to shower and change. Went back out to city to hang out with philip&minh, & jess joined us later. Played pool, dinner&alki at sharkies till 1030, then headed home coz philip,wendz&i had work at 10 today

Happy Birthday Mum!

2011-11-09T22:12:00.002+11:00

So today is my mum's birthday. Woke up at 630am to brush my teeth and all, handed mum her birthday pressie (ipad2) from my sis & i, before she went to work. Then dinner at a jap restaurant in campsie.

Which means i got my sis an itouch for her birthday and now i chipped in for an ipad2, I mean come on, who wouldn't want me in the family. But it makes me feel sad because they didn't get me anything for my birthday ;(

2011-10-24T14:46:00.003+11:00

Been quite a socialite for the past 2 weekends. But i think i deserve it after stressing over uni during weekdays. Anywho this is what i've been up to;

15th oct: went lib to do assignment with jess&wendz. We were planning to split and go home but made a very last minute plan to go dinner together. So headed to hurstii for korean bbq and waited for dave to finish gym with his workmate
16th oct: celebrated fiona's 21st over dinner at milliore korean restaurant in the city
22nd oct: had with dennis,karina,roger,sophia&tiffany at korean bbq at hurstii to celebrate my good news. And thanks guys for planning my wedding. My future groom has no say what so ever =D
23rd oct: went training for being a santa helper, i was planning to skip but they had a 'new design' for the shirts so had to get new ones. Wendz came over followed by bonbon then jess and dave. Headed to pancakes at north stratty for dinner.

2011-09-28T14:14:00.002+10:00

Went out on sat night with a bunch of uni friends to celebrate my 21st.

Yesterday, being the actual day i spent half of it at the hospital keeping my grandma company, the other half at home 'working on' assignments. Then went to eat jap at campsie for dinner with my mum,dad,sis,cuz&uncle, after dinner went to try my luck at slot machine.

Tomorrow & next week will be my turn to visit a hospital for check up. What a great start to adulthood *sigh*

2011-09-26T21:23:00.002+10:00

How did i spend the last day of being 20? Had a car accident and played the waiting game at the hospital. Not to worry everyone is fine, my grandma just needed to get tests done to make sure she was alright.

And it was all thanks to this chick who fuckin turned without looking! The damage to the car was pretty bad, therefore it got towed so me&my sis are now car-less until the mechanics give us a replacement car. The cops came to report the incident and when he was getting down my details he said 'it's your birthday tomorrow' and i'm like 'yea..'

I'm sooo angry, so releasing my anger out by typing a post

2011-09-22T09:27:00.003+10:00

Uni break started this week, but it's not going to be much of a break for me because uni decided to make us hand in assignments on the first and second week back >=|

What else has been happening? Went dinner with the whole family on tues to celebrate my 21st one week early.

Started reading 'Hush Hush' by Becca Fitzpatrick, 3 days ago and already up to the 2nd book 'Crescendo'. It's soo addictive! Besides being a sucker for paranormal fiction, a reason why i love this series is coz i can kinda see myself being Nora, the main character.

Team Alcide!

2011-09-11T08:18:00.004+10:00

So season finale is happening in 2 days time =[
Although Eric is hot, i'd like Sookie to pick Alcide because she deserves someone who can lay in the sun with her

2011-09-03T22:00:00.002+10:00

Had a girls night out with bonbon,jess&wendz last night. Went sharkies to play some pool, had dinner there, then went to the bar and ordered a couple of drinks. It was a fun and enjoyable night with lots of laughs.

Been social drinking with the girls once a week for the past 3 weeks. I know i probably shouldn't drink but we aren't drinking to the extent till we're drunk, and we won't be drinking till maybe mid-sem break, so it should be ok yea? Anywho, shall head off now before i start thinking about negative stuff

2011-08-31T19:12:00.003+10:00

Do nothing - get yelled at
Do everything and get one thing wrong - get yelled at
WTF do you want from me?!

Do you know or even understand what I'm going through with uni?! NO!

2011-08-20T21:12:00.003+10:00

So it's a month and a bit till my 21st, and my uts group(mainly wendz) has been asking what i'll be doing. Honestly idk. I see people organising like a full birthday bash/go drinking etc. but for me i really don't want to think about it, maybe it's got something to do with me going for check-up a week after my birthday and not knowing what kind of news i'll be hearing or i don't want people spending money on presents. So to those reading this, i might not have a birthday outing/dinner this year, but i do hope to catch up soon.

A lot of things have been on my mind lately. I remember the times when i'd share my problems with a few certain people (and vice versa), but now it seems like everyone has their own lives, have new friends and even bf's to confide in (i'm not saying that's a bad thing but it feels like the friendship is growing apart).

2011-08-07T09:32:00.002+10:00

ARGH FCUKING HELL! WHY CAN'T YOU GET IT THROUGH YOUR FCUKING HEAD THAT CENSUS FORM IS POPULATION COUNT AND NOT THE GOVERNMENT CHECKING TO SEE IF YOU'RE LIVING AT A FALSE ADDRESS

Keep The Good News Rolling

2011-07-30T22:31:00.002+10:00

Managed to get a distinction
Changed a fail to a credit for one subject
Sold 2 textbooks this week, going for a 3rd next week
2 days off uni this sem (which is heaven for science students)
Will be getting a chance to meet an author of one of my books

2011-06-08T20:55:00.002+10:00

Lecturer was talking about extinction of species and in my head i was thinking 'Why must humans assist in destroying the planet!!' If the planet is meant to be destroyed, why not let it be destroyed naturally but no, humans want to clear every piece of unoccupied land to build all these stupid stuff.

This cute little thing (Mustela Erminea) has gone extinct >=|

Anywho, i've survived my mass load of assignments. By the friday, i'll be free of assignments but still have to study for finals-6 days to study for 3 exams and then one whole week for the last one.

The load of assignments in the past few weeks has made me think alot about stuff and basically screwing my mind, haven't been properly socialising with anyone except my sis. So much building up and time is flying too fast for me to deal with it all at once

xxLian~

2011-05-20T22:31:00.002+10:00

Handed 3 assignments in this week. It's not the best i could do, so i'm happy with just a pass.

6 more assignments to hand & 4 exams before the 24th June. FML

I can already see that i'll be moody,emo,depressed

2011-05-07T17:28:00.002+10:00

4 bruises + 1 scratch on one leg & a cut on one thumb. I'm sorry, body, for treating you so badly lately. Funny thing with my bruises and cuts is that i know how each one turned up.

2 bruises-bushwalking for fieldtrip
2 bruises+scratch-didn't see a piece of junk on the footpath and walked into it(stupid people)
cut on thumb-ran finger on the blade of scissors

Anywho, timetable for finals came out and i hate my timetable >< gonna concentrate on study from now till exams, hopefully procrastination < studying

xxLian~

2011-04-23T21:16:00.003+10:00

Headed out to city to celebrate karina's 21st birthday yesterday. Met up with sophia at 3 to buy pressie and we were done by 4, didn't expect to find the right pressie in such a short time. Walked to a couple of morning glory's to find card,y2k for a drink&fish balls&walked around market city till 530.

Met up with karina&arthur,jojo&john. Fishy&danny,dennis joined us while we were waiting in line at mamak at 6. Galaxy to play bumper cars while i watched. Poor karina, everyone ganged up on her.

Me,Sophia,Fishy&Danny headed to central at 1015. I drove sophia home from belmore station coz she didn't have another way to go home.

eyes: ecology lecture notes
ears: nothing

I have days where i say 'if i was a guy, i'd do a good job at being a boyfriend'

xxLian~

2011-04-20T22:13:00.002+10:00

It's been about 3 yrs since i've started taking these and still i manage to forget to take them a few days within a month...

2011-04-14T22:12:00.001+10:00

you once said you'll be there for me when i need someone to turn to,
does that still apply even if we don't talk anymore?

2011-04-06T08:31:00.003+10:00

Mummy is flying to china again. Which leaves me to think of what to cook for dinner everyday *sigh* But the thing i hate most is she made me give my psp to one of my second cousins. i know i haven't been playing it lately coz of uni and i haven't bought any other games plus my mum's already spoiled him with a gameboy advanced & a d.s

Anywho, went on a field trip last week to Bare Island. The place looks so pretty&peaceful. Can't wait to go on the field trips that last a few days-a week.

eyes: geology assignment
ears: nothing

respect to those who treat a book right

xxLian~

2011-03-31T22:34:00.002+11:00

So after all this time sitting at home reading and thinking that i have no uni work to do. I've realised i have quite a bit of work, but luckily they're not due for another week or two.

After being hit with the realisation that i have a couple of assignments, i get a message asking if i can work a day for the next 3 weeks. Seeing as it's only 1 day in the week, i agreed. *fingers crossed* it goes according to plan. I wish i had a proper job, but then i don't think i have enough time for a proper job.

eyes: ecology assignment
ears: nothing

sometimes when i watch horror movies with my friends, i have an urge to scare them during those scenes that have you on the edge of your seat =D

xxLian~

2011-03-27T19:54:00.006+11:00

Dave&i got to market city at around 545. Sat at market city so dave could finish writing his&danny's messages while i tied the messages to the lollipops. Met up with bonbon,jess&wendz half an hr later at the tram stop outside capitol.

Caught tram to star city, lined up for about an hr for buffet.

After dinner, went to try our luck at roulette-i didn't play.

bonbon&jess got back 20$

Started talking about ghosts while waiting for tram and continued convo for a bit while on the tram.

eyes: Environmental law textbook
ears: nothing

i try to avoid watching animated movies at cinemas unless i hear they're really good

xxLian~

2011-03-25T19:33:00.002+11:00

Just finished the third season of True Blood. Season 4 doesn't come out till june ><

Uni has been ok, my subjects this sem haven't been harsh on us yet. And i'm hoping it kinda stays this way so i don't have to stress so much.

Anywho, it's wendy's birthday dinner tomorrow. Gonna go buffet at star city. Can't wait to stuff myself with dessert, i'm going to try every kind of dessert available even though my sis says they're going to be filling.

eyes: wendy's birthday pressie
ears: nothing

i don't like webcams, want to see me then hang out with me

xxLian~

2011-03-22T18:06:00.002+11:00

Celebrated jojo's birthday on sat with almost the whole pk group+arthur,dennis,john&michael. It was good seeing the girls. Dinner at blackbirds. Dessert at passionflower. Had a good time.

eyes: ecology notes
ears: nothing

i like rom coms every now and then

xxLian~

2011-03-14T21:53:00.003+11:00

Recently started watching True Blood, a vampire series. Even though there's quite a lot of sex scenes, i like this series. It's not like twilight where everything is for love. Can't wait for season 4 in june/july

From now on, i'll try and put a little truth about myself in each post

eyes: Environmental law textbook
ears: nothing

i like my movies to be thriller/psychological thriller/action/horror

xxLian~

2011-03-04T15:46:00.002+11:00

Didn't have uni today but headed out to ct to have lunch with bonbon,jess&wendz. bonbon left to go dentist after lunch while jess,wendz&i walked around mc till 145ish. jess went home, wendz went stations and i went to buy textbook before going home.

I was standing in front of one of the train doors waiting for the train to stop at belmore, then this old man comes up from the bottom to stand in front of the other door. And this is how the convo went:

pedo:hello
*me with my frustrated look on my face saying in head 'go away, stop talking to me'*
pedo:i love your smile
*ROFL i didn't know i was smiling in the first place*
pedo:you have a nice body, i love your body
*in my head:LMAO really? i didn't know that, i think i'm fat but thanks for telling me
pedo:hello? do you understand me?
*nope, coz me no speak english*
and he stopped talking to me. i win =]

By the end of it, i wanted to point at him and laugh. How low can pedos go to get attention. But i'm glad i haven't experienced what some girls have e.g. wendz was on train once and felt something brushing against her calves, she thought it may have been the pants of the person sitting next to her, she got annoyed, looked down and saw a hand touching her

xxLian~

2011-03-03T17:50:00.002+11:00

mean-ness is not built in me. so whatever 'mean' thing i say, don't take it personally-it's a joke
life is short, live it to the fullest. Live Love Laugh =]
i hate driving through/to strathfield during peak hr, the drivers are rude >=|

xxLian~

2011-02-22T10:58:00.002+11:00

Friday - Went uni with wendz to renew our concession sticker. bonbon joined us to get out of her house. met up with dave, ate takumi for lunch,met up with my sis later, watched 'Black Swan' while bonbon headed home to pick up her sis. After movie, went mc foodcourt to sit and chat.Headed home with sis, while dave&wendz stayed in ct.

Sunday - Headed to ct with dennis, watched 'I Am Number Four', had lunch at around 3, went galaxy and karina joined us after work. Walked around aimlessly, then we sat down in mc and chatted till dinner at around 830. Walked karina to station at 1030ish coz she was going to meet arthur,then walked back to dennis' car.

Time seems to be flying so fast,my sis is starting uni tomorrow&all my friends who graduated yr12 in '08 who haven't transferred uni's or courses are in their third yr of uni =o for most courses it's the last. Uni starts for me next week,so not looking forward to reports&exams.

eyes: Warm Bodies by Isaac Marion
ears: nothing

'life is so fragile, it must be handled with care'

xxLian~

2011-02-10T19:18:00.002+11:00

From the beginning of this month, i've stopped saying 'bye' to people instead i've been/will be saying 'see you later', 'laters' or 'ttyl'. Bye/Goodbye makes it sound like you'll never see the people again and because i want to see people again i'll stop saying bye.

Uni is starting in 2 weeks time and i can't wait. I've been stuck at home for too loooong, i need to go out! D=

eyes: Shattered by Gabrielle Lord
ears: Club Can't Handle Me by Flo Rida ft. David Guetta

'if you don't respect yourself, how do you expect anyone to respect you'

xxLian~

2011-02-03T19:09:00.003+11:00

Yesterday, cleaned the house with mum. Man i hate cleaning the house for cny, so much to do D= After cleaning, had to be a taxi driver and drove relos to buy food to pray. And then the family feast at my house.

Anywho, Happy Lunar New Year everyone! May 2011, year of the rabbit, bring you all happiness and good health
And all my wishes to QLD, it's only feb and you've had to deal with so much

eyes: Shattered by Gabrielle Lord
ears: nothing

'partners come to us in various ways, bound together for many different reasons, but for any partnership to work you must not only accept this person into your life but for who they are'

xxLian~

2011-01-31T09:21:00.002+11:00

Met up with the girls, alice,fiona,helen,joeyW,karina,terri&tiffany, on sat. Walked around westfields for a bit and by the time where lunch will be i had to leave.

Went home, showered and headed out to ct to meet wends. talked to cora for a bit then she had to go home and cook. Wends&i got coffee frap then went to mizuya to meet jv. During the hr&half wait, we talked about random stuff & kept asking ourselves if it's worth it seeing we aren't die hard fans.

Met up with danny&dave for dinner, had seoulria. then went capitol&home.

eyes: Dead Alone by Gay Longworth
ears: nothing

'someone has to live in the shadows, so others can enjoy the light. someone has to sin, so others can enjoy the innocence'

xxLian~

2011-01-23T22:54:00.002+11:00

Yesterday, i had a sudden urge to go pools, so dragged sis with me. swam for about an hr. Went hurstii to window shop then headed home coz wendz was coming over. Dave picked us up at 530ish and headed to bonbon's place for her birthday party. Left at around 1030ish.

Today went temple, hurstii then home. Headed out dinner with the whole family, and i thought it was pretty fun. i think coz most of my cousins plus a couple of their gf's were on the same table as me which rarely happens.

Yay, lunar new year is around the corner. More $$ =D

eyes: Daisychain by GJ Moffat
ears: nothing

'you can drop everything, even your life. But your shadow will always follow you' - The Men Of Justice

xxLian~

2011-01-12T19:19:00.002+11:00

When i'm thristy,
i'd like someone to pour me a glass of water.
When i'm hungry,
i'd like someone to make food for me
When i'm bored,
i'd like someone to text me how much they miss me

directly quoted from The Men Of Justice

2011-01-07T09:12:00.003+11:00

As you can tell i haven't been bothered blogging lately, so here's what's been happening

Santaland:
Season is over and i'm proud i've only touched one of my pays.
Kids are annoying,dirty&loud and I'm not planning to have them in the near future.

Xmas:
Bought myself a fcuk 2 piece gift set coz i don't celebrate xmas and i felt like a pressie.
Bbq at wendy's on boxing day.
Bought sis an itouch as an early birthday pressie for her 18th. Was spose to give it to her closer to the actual date but mum told her when i went to get it off dave coz he got it off work saving me the trouble to go to his work.

NYE:
Ate dinner and watched fireworks with dave&wendz.
We thought catching the taxi home would be the quickest way of leaving ct, but everyone we knew who went ct ended up home before us and they caught public transport. *sigh*

2011 so far:
Been sitting at home watching Chuck.
Msn is boring so i haven't been appearing online, if i do appear online it's only for a while.
I'm thinking of cutting ties with some 'friends'

2010-12-08T11:31:00.002+11:00

Watched 'The Last Exorcism' with sis yesterday. It's a documentary movie like paranormal activity, but my opinion is that 'The Last Exorcism is better than 'Paranormal Activity' coz it has a few more 'jump' scenes (scenes that make you jump).

Gonna go shopping with sis laters. Was spose to hang out with uts crew today, but i'm not a big fan of pools so decided not to meet up today.

Anywho, work has been fun, worked with Cee a few times and when it's quiet we just stand there catching up with each others lives =]. I don't know if i prefer work being busy or quiet. When it's busy, there's non-stop customers = stress. Quiet = no stress but it's really boring *sigh*

eyes: The Last Assassin by Barry Eisler
ears: Heartbeat by Enrique Iglesias ft. Nicole Scherzinger

If i put you as one of my firsts i expect you do the same

xxLian~

2010-12-02T19:35:00.002+11:00

Now that exams are over, i'm practically working every day till the 24th. It's byebye social life >< In a way it's good coz i get $$ but the downside is all the screaming kids, no sitting for the time that we're working and because kids these days don't like to smile we(santa helpers) have to do soo much work to make them smile.

I need retail therapy asap!

eyes: The Last Assassin by Barry Eisler
ears: Drop It To The Floor by Pitbull ft. T-Pain

xxLian~

2010-11-23T22:30:00.002+11:00

So i deactivated my facebook account on sunday coz it was distracting me from studying for my exam. Had chem2 exam on monday morning. Watched HIMYM for the rest of monday. Went shopping with dave,ray,shelley(my sis)&wends today coz ray needed semi-formal clothes for a party and my sis needs a formal dress.

Shopping was fun. I've always wanted to dress a guy up coz guys clothing are so easily matched and something simple can make any guy look hot.

Anywho, now that fb has been deactivated, everyday life seems a little boring and there's like a little too much time for the past 1&1/2 days that i have not spent studying. i wonder how i got through each day back when i didn't have fb. And i will not re-activate fb till at least after my last exam this sat.

eyes: nothing
ears: nothing

'i want to be the one you bitch to' - HIMYM

xxLian~

2010-11-19T17:16:00.003+11:00

Did my 2nd exam this morning, and i've noticed how productive i've been in the last 6 days. I wonder why i can't be at least half this productive during the semester, I will aim to do that next year!

Anywho back to study

eyes: chem notes
ears:

'there is no such thing as trust'

xxLian~

2010-11-14T21:55:00.002+11:00

Went danny's place for bbq dinner with bonbon,dave&wends yesterday. After dinner, drove to my sisters' friends place to drop the car off so she could get home. And hopped into dave's car and went Maxbrenner @ parra.

Finals start this week, so spent today studying and also watched some 'How I Met Your Mother'. I can't complain with my exam timetable this year, they're so spread out-16,19,22,27. The bad thing is missing out on 2 weeks worth of pay coz i got 2 weeks off to study and do the exams ><

I don't like studying, i want to go out and have fun =]

eyes: physics past papers
ears: 143 by Bobby Brackins

'sometimes partners find us and as much as we try to push them away, they work their way into our lives regardless, until we realise how much we need them'

xxLian~

2010-11-06T17:09:00.003+11:00

Started working as a santa helper again. Yesterday was day 1 and we already had a mini line at 1 and already we're 'getting along' with myer staff, they're like the grinch and make our christmas horrible >=

Anywho, enrolment for next year opened last week. It was soo hard deciding what to do with my electives, i ended up deciding to do a sub-major in marine bio as a back-up in my future in case i can't get a job in forensics. I'm looking forward to the many field trips in my course but not the report writing&scientific journals.

eyes: physics notes

ears: Dexter s5 ep6

'the defects and faults of the mind are like wounds in the body. After all imaginable care has been taken to heal them up, still there will be a scar left behind' - Francous de la Roche Foucauld

xxLian~

2010-11-04T08:58:00.003+11:00

I slipped and fell on sat and it made me realise that the last time this happened, i ended up in hospital. And since then, this realisation has kinda been stuck in my head

Happy Halloween

2010-11-01T17:33:00.002+11:00

Picked wendy up at belmore station at 11. Ate healthy lunch at my house. Headed to dennis' at around 12. Dennis baked a cake for fishy's 20th and wendy decided to decorate it.

Headed to burwood to meet up with danny&david at around 5. Me&wends went to drink coffee while danny&david was having dinner for 2 =P Met up at cinema and watched paranormal activity2. I think me&wendy shouldn't sit next to each other the next time we watch a horror movie, we cracked up laughing so many times coz of david

Movie ended at around 9, went to david's place so he could drop his car off and then went back to dennis'. Left at around 12, dropped wends, david&danny home. i finally got home at 1. Talked on the phone with danny,david&wends for a bit and slept at 140ish.

eyes: nothing
ears: Divine Service from DJ Max O.S.

'the question that sometimes drives me hazy: Am i, or the others crazy?' - Albert Einstein

xxLian~

2010-10-30T11:04:00.002+11:00

Finally finished and presented physics poster yesterday, after stressing for the last week. Now there's time to relax and catch up on series =]

Finals in 3 weeks have to start studying soon ><
I start work next fri, yay! money and yes i'm being an elf again coz no-one else would hire me

eyes: Criminal Minds s6 ep5
ears: Criminal Minds s6 ep 5

' A tragedy need not have blood and death, it's enough that it all be filled with that majestic sadness that is the pleasureof tragedy'

xxLian~

2010-10-26T22:01:00.002+11:00

Been watching quite a bit of Big Bang Theory lately, all thanks to wends for getting me to watch it. The series is too funny. And me&wends have pointed out who in our group represents the characters in the series.

Anywho went out with bonnie,danny,david,jess&wends on saturday night to watch fireworks at darling harbour. Even though there isn't as much fireworks compared to new yrs, the good thing was that it wasn't so packed. We could actually sit down. After fireworks, went to passionflower for ice-cream =]

Had training on sunday in the morning, had to be at st george leagues club at 830. Saw cee and quite a lot of people from last year =] The thing that i'm not looking forward to is the 3 straight 11 hr shifts >< i wonder how long break i get.

eyes: chem postwork
ears: You Found Me by The Fray

'i've been fragile for a long time'

xxLian~

For Joey

2010-10-21T22:06:00.004+11:00

Went to the aquarium yesterday at 620pm for one of my pracs =D it was fun, but it wasn't as much fun as watching wends. She taps the glass and says 'here fishie fishie'. Out of ivan,me&wends, i was the only one doing work. After aquarium, ivan went home and me,wends,david&danny went Pancakes on the Rocks at darling harbour. Then home time.

Anywho, i've realised that i've been in-taking quite a lot of caffeine lately, which isn't good. I promised myself that i'd stop, but can't help it. Need caffeine to handle uni *sigh*

I can't think of anything else to write, byebye for nows

eyes: msn
ears: nothing

i thought you were different, but i was wrong'

xxLian~

2010-10-09T21:53:00.002+11:00

FFS! Don't you just hate it when the people who are walking in front of you take up the whole walkway and walk sooo slow >=|
Happened to me so many times, i feel like barging through the people and say EXCUSE ME

*sigh* this is a reason why i hate city

eyes: biocomplexity report
ears: nothing

do you believe in a happy ending??

xxLian~

2010-10-08T16:07:00.001+11:00

FAIL

ohh wells, i guessed that this would be the outcome anyways =[

o3/1o/1o

2010-10-04T21:57:00.004+11:00

pork roll for lunch
gym&pool at jess'
crocodile thai for dinner
pool @ sharkies
cards&ps3 back at jess'
home time at around 12

eyes: Biocomplexity report

ears: nothing

'you're amazing just the way you are'

xxLian~

2010-09-28T08:59:00.001+10:00

Pressies from saturday. might be missing a few things coz i took the photo after i packed some stuff away.

Went out yesterday for my actual birthday. Watched Despicable Me, it was sooo funny. My whole uni group was spose to turn up, coz some of them couldn't make it to sat. But only 3 people turned up, everyone else was a dog. But this is what they all got me. Not sure if you can see the words on the card but each dog resembles someone in my group, missing bonnie&ivan though.

After 3 days of fun, it's now time to start on the assignments&reports

eyes: physics report

ears: nothing

'your enemy's enemy can be your friend'

xxLian~

2010-09-26T20:03:00.002+10:00

Spent the afternoon&night with friends yesterday.

My day started off with dennis picking me up to go to his place for lunch at 12. Got to ice-rink and the majority of the whole outing group were already there. Iceksating finished at 430, played around a bit in the park, headed to dinner at around 6. Instead of giving us a whole row of seats, the stupid restaurant decided to split the group into 3. Because of that i didn't get to spend much time with some people compared to others =[ During dinner had 2 and a half shots and i got asked a couple of times 'are you drunk?'
My answer: i'm still standing, talking normally and i know who you are. I'm not drunk =D

Got out of the restaurant at about 815, went out to city with uts crew,dennis&fiona. Walked all the way to chocolate room and it was closed, walked back to passionflower at capitol. I had fun, laughed heaps and i hope everyone else had fun too =D

Got home at around 1230ish, talked for mum for abit and she told me some not so good news.

eyes: nothing
ears: nothing

'when you smile the whole world stops and stares for a while'

xxLian~

2010-09-22T22:09:00.003+10:00

Had a bad dream last night D=
5 days before my birthday is not a good sign >< No idea what triggered it. exams?stress?no criminal minds lately and my brain decides to make it's own crime using me? Don't want to think about it anymore, so i'm off

eyes: HAP questions
ears:

'women are more efficient at killing'

xxLian~

2010-09-17T20:37:00.001+10:00

You piss the crap out of me!!

So, i recommend you SHUT your mouth!!

Thank you and Goodbye

Cut + Needle = Blood

2010-09-13T22:55:00.003+10:00

Headed to parra on friday arvo with jess&wendy to meet up with david, then we went to wendy's for dinner. We ate beef burgers. My job was to cut the tomatoes and you know how it's rather hard to slice them when there's like 2cm left? well i ended up cutting myself while slicing, so i asked for a band-aid. Instead of getting me a band-aid, wendy goes looking for her first aid kit and cuts out the bandage&the bit in the middle of a band-aid. Funny thing was when jess said 'you know if someone was dying, they'd be dead by the time you're done'

On saturday, my mum made me go visit the doctors, so i was rushing to pack everything since i was meeting ivan,jess&wendy at 12 to do chem pre-work at uni. Went to get a blood test on sunday morning, and it reminded me of how hard it is for nurses/pathologists to draw blood from me coz my veins are 'hidden' due to the number of times that a needle have been stuck into me in the past

eyes: physics prac
ears: nothing

'where there's money, there's competition'

xxLian~

2010-09-08T22:55:00.002+10:00

Haven't blogged in a while. Uni is starting to get stressful, 2 more weeks till mid-sems and when that's done 2 assignments to complete *sigh* I want 3 months break already!

Ohh and apparently according to ivan, if a girl wants to get a bf, she has to play online games...that would mean i'll never get a bf?

Anywho, i'm off to sleep nows, nite everyone =]

eyes: nothing
ears: nothing

'scars reminds us of where we've been'

xxLian~

Spring!~

2010-09-01T08:58:00.003+10:00

It's not only the first day of spring but also the first of september.... meaning the countdown to me turning 20 and mid-sems has started D=

It's time to put my head down and study seeing i have 2 mind-sem exams + 1 quiz in 3 weeks time *sigh*

So apparently it's 24-25 degrees today but where's the sun? i want it to stop hiding. Anywho i'm off to uni nows. byebyes

eyes: nothing
ears: nothing

'pain feeds weakness'

xxLian~

2010-08-25T08:12:00.002+10:00

I'm cold when everyone else is warm
I take the temperature of the environment i'm in - cold blooded
My knee doesn't jump when you hit that area under kneecap

...but i swear i'm normal =]

eyes: chem postwork
ears: nothing

'sometimes you do everything right, everything exactly right and still you feel like you failed'

xxLian~

Expendables

2010-08-23T18:40:00.003+10:00

Dennis picked me up at around 12 on sun. Headed out to city, lunch at Pepper Lunch, then watched 'The Expendables', after movie went galaxy-managed to kill 4 hrs there and filled the card up to around $300 coz i got a jackpot =D Went capitol and bumped into alice,fishy&their friends.

Anyways, the movie is really good, even though there's only 3 main characters and the movie poster makes it seem like sooo many people were in it >.>

Ohh.. and i finally got my piercing that i've wanted to get for a looooong time. And fishy said 'what's next? a tat?', to be honest i would get one, but i have no idea what i'd get. Now i wish my highlights would come back.

eyes: human anatomy prac worksheets
ears: nothing

'hope is paralysing'

xxLian~

2010-08-21T20:57:00.002+10:00

I'm not a good liar.

But when i do lie, it's because i don't want people to worry and i believe i do a pretty good job

xxLian~

2010-08-17T20:46:00.002+10:00

*sigh* Lian will be watching fat pile up. Why? Because last week during monday's break, went passionflower with bonnie,jess&wendy. Spent this week's break at chocolate room with cora,jess&wendy. And apparently we'll be going max brenner next week D=

Skipped human&anatomy lecture yesterday coz the lecturer talks in a boring tone and tries too hard to make the lecture funny, so me&wendy went wondering, met up with cora&jess after their lecture and walked to chocolate room, did a little more aimless wondering and then went home coz we get bored of city.

In today's human anatomy prac, did a little experiment with real human blood. I'm kinda looking forward to experimenting with real things. Now to look forward to the 4pm start and 9pm finish tomorrow >.>

eyes: physics questions
ears: Satellite by B.O.B.

'deep down we're all capable of unspeakable things'

xxLian~

2010-08-12T21:18:00.006+10:00

Sometimes i consider myself as an attention seeker. You can't blame me coz it seems like everytime i meet up with a specific group of friends to catch up, all they talk about is their love life. Yea i'm happy for them and stuff but helloo.. it would be nice if you paid a little attention to your friends.

The reason why i talk to you is because i want to talk to the person i became friends with, not someone who thinks the world revolves around them. Okay, maybe we all don't have much in common anymore but stillll, not everything is about love/boyfriends.

Maybe the reason why i enjoy hanging with/talking to my uts group as well as a few boys (i'm sure you know who you are) that i've met from elsewhere is because a convo can go on and on and there would be no mention of bf's, even if their names are mentioned it would be as if he/she is a friend that we share instead of a bf/gf.

I apologize if i've offended anyone, do not put this on your heart, if you get what i mean. It's just, everyone wants to be loved&noticed every now and then. I'm sure i won't forget my friends when i'm in a relationship. But who knows, maybe i'll look back at this blog and i'll say to myself that i'm such a hypocrite. So i shall shut up now.

eyes: mX sudoku
ears: Hard by Rihanna ft. Jeezy

'if children are born innocent, then at what point does evil enter them?'

xxLian~

2010-08-05T16:16:00.002+10:00

During my human anatomy&physiology prac on tue night, we looked at dead human body parts - arm,leg,brain,chest,heart,head&chest and apparently we were spose to see a guy's genetals as well but my group didn't have time to see it. When the lecturer told us we'll be looking at dead bodies i thought it would be a head to toe body, didn't expect it be preserved parts of a few bodies so i didn't find it that freaky.

Uni started at 4pm on wed for me&wendy. Had 2 hrs worth of lectures, which bored the crap out of us. After lecture, met up with dennis and decided to go hurstii for dinner. Met up with david at miss saigon, and like always he kept picking on me. I must remember to pick on him the next time i see him. Anyways, starting next week me&wendy will be finishing uni latest 9pm *sigh*

eyes: chem notes
ears: nothing

'you care too much, it'll burn you'

xxLian~

2010-08-03T08:32:00.002+10:00

Sunday was Dennis' housewarming. JoeyH came to my house at around 1040, and i drove us both there. alice,anita,helen,ryan&terri were already there coz they spent the night there. dennis,joey&i was watching 'prince of persia' coz alice&co. left at around 2, we were almost falling asleep until someone *looks at fishy* pressed the buzzer thingy. Left at around 9 coz i wasn't sure how to get onto the m5 so waited for fishy's rents

Moday - first day back at uni and it wasn't so great. During the last half of the holidays, i was sooo looking forward to going back to uni coz i was sick of staying at home a majority of the time and coz my mum keeps bugging me about; why aren't you looking for a job, do you have a bf, stop watching movies. Literally everything i do. I deserve a break! science courses aren't relaxing, 24hrs of uni a week. Anyways, first day back and had a 9-6 day filled with lectures, i was already falling asleep in the first one. Halfway through second last lecture and i decided to play one game of technika on my netbook

Today(Tuesday) - Woke up and i thought it was friday... and its only the second day back to uni ^^"

eyes: Physical Aspects Of Nature notes
ears: nothing

'there is never any reason for happiness. yet it exists. it shines'

xxLian~

2010-07-29T20:55:00.002+10:00

Monday - Watched 'Inception' with Jess,Wendy,Dennis,Andrew,Jason,Adam,Michael&Mark. I met up with everyone at cinemas and if Wendy didn't shout out to me, i would've walked right past everyone coz i didn't expect such a big group. It's been ages since the last time i went to a big group outing. Anywho, 'Inception' was a gooood movie even though it is quite confusing trying to catch up with where the characters were going.

Today - Went to get rcg with JoeyH. Met up on train, played a game of technika, then walked around marketcity window shopping. Today's catch up felt nice =]

eyes: Land Of The Living by Nicci French
ears: Art Of Love by Guy Sebastian ft. Jordin Sparks

'everything's a risk. you just have to choose the risk you want to take'

xxLian~

2010-07-24T23:11:00.002+10:00

Got results back on tues, 1 credit&3 pass-missed credit by 2-5 marks, hate when that happens >= but ohh well i'm happy i don't have to repeat anything =]

Went uws on thurs and roger accompanied me, coz i needed to check if i was still enrolled seeing as i withdrew with ionica but when she got her academic transcript this year she was apparently still enrolled... but everything was all good so headed to parra and walked around a bit, then i drove us to my house coz roger had to kill time before going to tkd.

Got heaps emo fri night, full vented on a blog post that i didn't publish. I go out, they complain that i go out too much when really i go out like 2 times a week during these holidays. I don't go out and they say that all i do is sit there all day. WTF do you want me to do?!

Cleaned the whole house this morning by myself, now to see if anyone will say that i do jackshit at home. Headed out to city at 515, met up with dennis,jojo&karina, played a little technika, chatted at crocodile thai while waiting for arthur. Went to prize paradise then said goodbye to arthur&karina, went caps then hometime. Physically very tired but mentally awake, thanks to the coffee at crocodile thai.

eyes: Secret Smile by Nicci French
ears: nothing

'the human face can mislead in a thousand different ways, but the eyes never change'

xxLian~

2010-07-14T18:32:00.003+10:00

1) Monday-Eclipse
This time it was with jess&wendy coz we were originally going to watch it together. Turns out that i wasn't the only one watching it for the second time coz jess already watched it too.
After movie, went to eat at ramen-kan, technika, capitol and then home time.

2) Tuesday-Predators
Dennis picked me up at 1130, went furniture shopping. In the end, bought a coffee table and 5 piece dining set. dennis decided to pick up the furniture and obviously i had to help carry them into his house. What's even better was, i walked into a wall (the ones that are in the middle of no where, to support the building or something) while walking backwards >.> Thanks for the shout-out dennis.
Finally headed out to city at around 330ish, played technika, walked to cinemas to buy tickets, met up with fi,joeyh,jojo,karina,sophia for dinner at mamak. Went to watch movie, while everyone else was waiting for dessert.
After movie met up with jojo&karina at capitol. Headed to dennis' place and chatted for 1-2hrs.

3) Wednesday-Grown Ups
Caught the train with nes, got to townhall station at 1. Waited for 50 min in total for nate&sania. Went to buy tickets while waiting for nina. Back to station for about 15mins then we got really uncomfortable, so back to cinema to sit.
After movie, sania went to buy krispy kream. Then it was hometime. Seeing as i'm on a different train line to everyone that i go out with. It feels good when there's someone to catch the train with, i don't feel as lonely.

Now i'm dead tired. It feels a little worse than the days when i have uni 5 days a week. Events should be glad to have me as a customer.

xxLian~

2010-07-06T20:02:00.002+10:00

Caught up with sophia on sat at hurstii, ate&drank at maddies, walked around and then decided to watch Eclipse =D It's funny coz at wendy's bbq me,jess&wendy decided to watch it together in 2 weeks time and they were both asking me if i can wait that long to see jacob xP. Anywho, i don't mind seeing it again =D

Caught up with roger today, sis came with us to eat lunch at campsie foodcourt then i drove my car back home and went ct with roger coz we had nothing else to do and i need to look for a new netbook.

eyes: Super Trio Game Master
ears: Super Trio Game Master

'don't make promises that you can't keep'

xxLian~

Blood

2010-07-05T22:25:00.003+10:00

So i made myself bleed and i regret it but at the same time i don't. The reason why i hate taking aspirin is coz

it thins the blood
a little bump on the table will leave a bruise
the amount of blood from a cut seems never ending

eyes: msn convos
ears: nothing

'From the deepest desires often come the deadliest hate'

xxLian~

BBQ!

2010-07-02T22:40:00.003+10:00

Went to wendy's place which is all the way where city meets country for a bbq.

Some of the funny convo topics included:

dawei: why bother getting iphone 4 - (notice the increase in size) first there's ipod, then iphone,ipad...what's next? imat and then icarpet

jess: ooo look, i see sheep!

ohh.. and david, i do not drive like a grandma! xP

eyes: msn convo
ears: Never Let You Go by Justin Beiber

'blood tells, blood always tells'

xxLian~

2010-06-30T23:02:00.001+10:00

It feels a lot better once the tears have been let loose

2010-06-28T21:45:00.004+10:00

Although exams are over and i'm on holidays, it feels like i have a lot on my chest and so many questions that need answering, maybe it's coz i've been watching 'The Mysteries Of Love' these past couple of days. I wonder when my kingsley(a character in the series) will appear =s

Sometimes i wonder why i relate to movies/series so easily? I wish i had no feelings, that way i won't be emo and start crying during a movie. And after the movie I won't start questioning myself.

A few outing with different groups of friends have been organised. Soo looking forward to catching up. Hmm.. it's kinda funny thinking about the friends i have. Since bevo was an all girls school, all my friends were girls. and as i grew older started having guys as friends. now uni life and i have more guy friends than girl friends in uts group. the same thing happened with uws crew as well.

xxLian~

I Smell Freedom!

2010-06-27T00:05:00.002+10:00

Finished my last exam today at 12! =]

After exam, went iga to buy frozen food and ate at Jess' place. After lunch, went to play pool at sharkies. Walked all the way to wynyard for dinner. Stopped at galaxy on the way back but seeing as there was a line a technika we walked back to sharkies to play some more pool. It was around 9 when everyone started going home a group at a time. I thought it was a fun dinner celebration!

Now i finally have time to watch movies and read =]

P.S. who has a job for me??

eyes: Spirit Gate by Kate Elliott
ears: nothing

'you either die a hero or live long enough to see yourself become a villain'

xxLian~

2010-06-19T21:58:00.002+10:00

Annoyed, Frustrated, Stressed...anything but happy and relief that the semester is almost over.

Even if 1 person out there tells me:

to hang in there, i will hang in there
that everything will be alright, i will believe it

I can't wait till all these exams are over, i can start going out and not worry about studying.

eyes: CBG notes
ears: New Divide by Linkin Park

'Life's all about sacrifice'

xxLian~

For Those Who Wants Me To Blog

2010-06-17T20:24:00.003+10:00

Chem exam today. That's another one down. Not looking forward to the other 2, but soo looking forward to freedom!

After exam, wendy decided that we(Jess, the boys and me) walk up a massive slope back to city from wentworth pk. Reached the top and was clueless about where we were so kept walking straight. Eventually got to powerhouse museum, where my calf muscles decided to cramp. Said goodbye to the boys and the 3 of us slowly(coz my calf was still cramp-ing) walked to entertainment centre to meet up with dennis for lunch.

Wendy&i decided to go library to study for our next exam, but you know how you don't really feel like studying after an exam? so we ended up looking at netbooks online. Left library at around 5. I'm typing this and my calf still feels a little stiff/tight *sigh*

eyes: cbg
ears: Halo by Beyonce

'nobody panics when you go 'according to plan' even if the plan is horrifying'

xxLian~

1 Down 3 To Go

2010-06-13T11:16:00.002+10:00

Stats was first, got that done yesterday on the first day of formal exam period and we were told it was the only exam on >.>

After exam, hanged around mc with dennis,fishy&wendy.

Went star bar to meet up with anita&helen. Wendy went home, so we went galaxy. Met up with alice&celia. Korean buffet for dinner, Norita for drinks, Prize paradise, Capitol. Bumped into arthur&karina at world square. Then home at around 1130 with 6 people in the car.

xxLian~
p.s. it's suprisingly freaky when people tell me 'i read it on your blog' coz i thought only a small group of people read it..

2010-06-06T17:37:00.006+10:00

Dear Budha/God,

I've stopped caring about a lot of things,
I'm not a rebel, haven't committed any crime or hurt any part of myself
I believe i'm a good girl compared to others
Yet, why do you still throw all these things at me?
Do you want to see me give up, seeing as i've thought about it many times?
Please send me something nice, I can only be so strong.

Yours truly,
Lian

CBF for CBG

2010-06-04T22:16:00.003+10:00

Went uts library today and planned to finish cbg poster. About 5 hrs later and only got 2 sentences typed and it was all because it's so hard to read science journals, it's like i read one sentence, move onto next one and then wonder what i read in the previous sentence. In-text referencing doesn't help >.>

1630 walked out of library and it was pissing down rain. i dislike rainy days, it's soo gloomy and gets dark so quickly. Went to meet up with dennis to drop off my netbook with him, hopefully it's fixable. Then headed home. Paranoia while walking home again.

eyes: stats
ears: nothing

'sometimes the truth isn't good enough'

xxLian~

Lian's Netbook Broked =[

2010-06-02T18:26:00.003+10:00

Don't you just hate it when something breaks and the warranty expired a day/week ago?! Happened soo many times in my house. It's like manufacturers build things to crash after the warranty *sigh*

me&wendy aim to eat healthy! no passionflower, no chocolate room, no easyway, no pancakes on the rocks until after our last exam because we want to go on a diet.

p.s. i feel sorry for you wendy, as the stalker guy is in your course

xxLian~

2010-05-31T15:20:00.004+10:00

Finally got my haircut yesterday. Had family dinner to celebrate my grandma's birthday. 2 tables, one for adults and the other was for the 'kids'. i realised that the guys in the lian family will be considered gangsters if you did not know them

While waiting for the train this morning, i was looking at water dripping from the roof onto a puddle and emo thoughts started filling my head
=[

xxLian~

1, 2, 3, 4

2010-05-28T13:47:00.002+10:00

1 pretty sick Lian

2 more weeks of this semester

3 more assignments to go

4 final exams

Sleep Deprived

2010-05-20T17:32:00.003+10:00

Lian's brain does not function properly with less than 8 hrs of sleep. Don't be suprised if you see me with eyebags, so much to do *sigh*

Stayed up till 1130 last night when i have a 9am start today coz i was putting my stats assignment together coz wendy did stats while i did chem yesterday when we were at library yesterday. Anyways, met up with wendy on my break today, then halfway to my chem class i realised i don't have my labcoat, so called wendy to see if i could borrow hers. Was doing chem quiz and i left my calculator at home >.> bad luck or what?

Finished chem prac and wendy called asking if i've seen my timetable for next semester coz she has to do maths and it's on a sunday. came home and checked and i fcuking have it too. uts is killing me. who goes uni on a sunday?! thank god i have thursdays free

xxLian~

2010-05-19T20:59:00.003+10:00

Fun times with andrew,danny,david,jason&wendy = Assignments + Film 'interview' + Galaxy + Passionflower for dinner =D

xxLian~

So Much To Say

2010-05-18T19:01:00.005+10:00

Is there anything wrong with a girl being close to a guy?! or even a girl having a guy as a bestie? to me, it seems fine but why is it some people think that just coz you're close to someone of the opposite sex it means that something's going on. And some people are so freaking hypocritical that they hang out with the opposite sex like every 2 days.

Met up with jess&wendy on sat to do group assignment. Decided to eat lunch before we started working coz it seemed like everytime we work before eating we always ask each other 'when's lunch? can we eat yet?' Eating before work turned out pretty good, maybe we'll do that every sat from now on. Went passionflower and mum called asking me when i'll be going home and if it's late then call my sis to pick me up from belmore station. And everyone knows i don't speak canto in public unless i'm with rents&relos or if i'm talking to them on the phone, so when i was talking to mum on the phone, jess started laughing *sigh* why do people laugh when i speak canto?? xP

Skipped stats lecture today, to go library and do cbg quiz. Online quiz=open book, so me,wendy,jun&dawei did the quiz together using 1 comp for the quiz, 2 for google. And the marks were 47,48,58&59. Suprisingly the order we did the quiz in was from youngest to oldest.

Is it me or is it getting darker earlier? lolz.. and don't tell me it's coz of non-daylight saving time. Went galaxy at around 445 after the quiz. Left galaxy at 530, walked to station with wendy. Caught express got to belmore station at 6, usually when it's dark i walk faster so i get home quicker(even though according to david i live in the 'safest' suburb -.-) but today i got so paranoid walking home, turned around like everytime i saw a shadow from the car's headlights... maybe it was coz i was wearing my boots that make the clocking noise when you walk.

eyes: stats problem sheet
ears: nothing

'trust takes years to build only seconds to shatter'

xxLian~

2010-05-14T13:42:00.002+10:00

1 assignment down another 7 to go and after that it's finals *sigh*

it's suprising how much extra time you get when you skip lectures..yes, lian is skipping her lectures a lot lately. you can't blame me, coz there's so much to do.

eyes: cbg notes
ears: In My Head by Jason Derulo

'people show who they really are in their last moments'

xxLian~

i NEED a holiday!!

2010-05-11T20:39:00.002+10:00

FML!!

biosphere report worth 20% due this fri
got another biosphere prac assignment today
all 4 final exams are 930 in the morning
2 final exams are on a saturday
no stuvac week before finals!

Mother's Day

2010-05-10T10:09:00.003+10:00

Went Rhodes for yumcha, so packed had to wait about an hour for a table..Finished at around 2 and i came home to work on my report since it's due this fri

Had hotpot at my uncle's place for dinner. My uncle decided to get one of those chinese durian cake for my grandma to celebrate mother's day to thank her for everything she does etc. etc. i think you know the drill.. Everytime my relos on my dad's side get a cake it's always durian flavour. As much as i like durian i get tired of eating the same cake alll the time. There are other bakeries/cake shop e.g. breadtop, get something else next time!

eyes: nothing
ears: Blur by Britney Spears

'if you love someones, you have to love all of them'

xxLian~

2010-05-09T17:23:00.002+10:00

argh! biosphere is killing us. have one report due each week in the next 3 weeks. and i've finished 0..so many bloody assignments T.T Me and 2 other friends have decided to dedicate each sat to do group work coz there's no other time to finish it, so now we practically have uni 6 days a week *sigh*

eyes: biosphere report
ears: What If by Simple Plan

'imagination is more important than knowledge. knowledge is limited. imagination encircles the world' - Einstein

xxLian~

i HATE you!

2010-05-06T17:43:00.002+10:00

Stuff you titration!!

I've done you 3 times so far in my life and i'm not going to do you again!

Wasted 3 hours of my life today

2010-05-05T09:28:00.002+10:00

Ever had those days that you wished you moved out of home?

This morning was one of those days for me. My sis decided to do accounting for hsc in yr11 and coz it's a t-vet subject, class is on after school. I pick her up from kingsgrove station but this morning mum wanted me to go all the way to school to pick her up. I have 4 assignments+1 poster to do, so i said no and she freaking tells me off.

How is walking from school to the station dangerous?! You walk on KING GEORGES ROAD to the station, how many lanes are there on one side of the road?? She's 18 in january! She got her P's for a reason! If you came with me to the hospital a year or two ago, you'd understand why i prefer not driving, but no where were you? at work!

eyes: nothing
ears: Poker Face by Lady GaGa

'according to you, i'm stupid, i'm useless, i can't do anything right'

xxLian~

2010-05-04T14:45:00.002+10:00

Sitting in statistics lecture and instead of paying attention, i'm on my laptop while wendy is watching ugly betty on her laptop with subtitles.

Stats mid-sem on thurs =[ I'll be happy with a pass for this subject.

Happy Birthday Sophia

eyes: stats sample mid-sem
ears: stats lecturer

'What we do for ourselves dies with us. What we do for others and the world, remains and is immortal'

xxLian~

Day Filled With Fun

2010-05-03T08:21:00.003+10:00

Dennis drove me out to city at 11ish, went uni to look for an empty room so i could watch Dear John since i wanted to watch it when it was out in cinema but had no $$. Finally sat down at 1ish, i watched dear john while dennis was playing games on fb. Halfway through, got hungry and went to eat thai. yay, finally got thai after craving for so long =]

Met up with daniel,fiona&joeyW at 430ish at world square, went breadtop to get cake and deciding not to get involved in the drama dennis&i went to stand somewhere else.

Waited outside starbucks while fi was getting coffee. daniel&joey kept rubbing into my face that they have 2-3 days of uni while i have 5 >.> so i decided to ask joey(daniel went to fi) who gets better pay and in the future when we've all graduated i'll say 'hey joey, who went uni 3 days a week?' =D Said goodbye to dennis coz he had another birthday dinner to go to, we went capitol seeing as there was one hr to kill. Left capitol at 625, met up with thomas along the way to central and met up with sophia,ames&michael at central. Walked to sichuan chilli hotpot in glebe... it was quite a bit of a walk >.> Met up with karina&arthur, jenny&roger, jojo&john at hotpot.

At hotpot, sophia kept picking on john. Ordered half chilli&half not chilli for the hotpot. Cake was yummy but my opinion was that it had too much chocolate, not that there's anything wrong with chocolate. Hotpot finished at around 930ish, stood outside restaurant for a while figuring out who's going home and who are leaving. walked back to uts broadway to meet up with dennis. amy,sophia&i were going home, so dennis drove us. daniel,fi,joey&thomas went sake.

On the way home, dad called me asking if i was catching the train home coz then he'll pick me up from station. And everyone should know i only speak canto when i'm at home or when i'm with relos in public other than that it's english for me. Hanged up and sophia was like 'aww you're speaking canto, so cute, you have an accent when you talk' me:'what accent i have no accent' LOL

shout out to ames: Happy Birthday!

eyes: stats sample paper
ears: nothing

'secrets. they run through everything we do, everything we are. Religion calls them since & says they'll keep us from heaven. They can be big or small. We can hold onto them like bars of gold. Everyone has them.'

xxLian~

2010-04-28T22:21:00.003+10:00

I promised that this post will be a happy one...

Had to go uni today for a stats revision class since mid-sem is next week. An hour and 15 mins into the revision, the fire drill went off and everyone had to evacuate..lukily we were in building 2. Got outside and me&wendy were wondering '...imagine the people that are up towards the top in tower building'. Decided to go home when they let people back in the building

Went home to get car and drove to visit parra crew =D Played big2 with luthy,sania,eva&daniel for about an hr. Walked to south to catch up with nate. LOL gotta love the random topics we talked about..

nate: how's your beast going?
lian: o.o? what beast?
nate: you're car
lian: hahaha beast? it's a little yellow thing

Walked back to north to go home. OMG the walk between north&south seems like it's gotten longer and took so much effort

...and I've kept my promise

eyes: biosphere report
ears: Don't Let Me Stop You by Kelly Clarkson

'i promise you no-one is going to hurt you'

xxLian~

2010-04-26T21:15:00.003+10:00

It's sad to realise you're the one i look for when i come online.
Everytime i tell myself there's a chance, you let me down again.
I think i rely on you too much to cheer me up when i'm down even if i think what you say is not true
Don't be suprised if i stop coming online.
I'm learning to say goodbye to msn and maybe even the internet

Has anyone realised we're kinda taking the internet for granted? what if one day there's an 'internet blackout' i think i'll go insane. Went kinda half insane when msn was being stupid earlier on.

I've realised each update seems to be me being emo. I promise to make the next one a happy one

eyes: Stats sample mid-sem
ears: Just Dance by Lady Gaga ft Colby O'Donis

"i'm waiting for your hypnotising spell"

xxLian~

Failed Stats? =[

2010-04-24T22:33:00.002+10:00

I dreamt that i walked into stats exam, opened the exam and didn't know how to answer a single question >< I hope it's not a sign that i'll fail my stats mid-sem in 2 weeks time.

After i woke up from my dream and finished daily routine(brushing teeth, washing face etc), my dad dragged me to flemmings which i clearly did not want to go, came back and had to put all the fruits in the fridge, ate lunch with sis, clean the house. If one person in my family says that they have a lot to do, i'm going on strike!!

ohh and about my previous post, i'm feeling better now after venting to microsoft word&a few other people(you know who you are. ily! <3 ).
I'm kinda not suprised with the small number of people who'll realise if i'm not here one day, which makes a very tiny part of me think if i should just cut ties and make new ones but i know that won't happen coz i've spent way too much time with the people i know. =]

eyes: biosphere report
ears: nothing

'he who has nothing cannot risk anything'

xxLian~

Emo Thoughts

2010-04-21T11:22:00.007+10:00

i'm sick of all the big deal made out of little ones.

What has my image got to do with anyone?

As long as i'm comfortable in my own skin.

i'm sick of all your crap. why don't you just stop

jumping to conclusions and ask me to my face

Sometimes i just want to give up on everything!!

At times, i'm suprised with myself for not turning

rebel with the twists&turns in my life

Would anyone notice if i just disappear?

2010-04-20T09:58:00.002+10:00

Went uts library yesterday to study chem with uni friends. Didn't end up doing much study coz when i got there wendy wanted to go buy an exercise book and i needed paper, so waited till cora&ray came, then went to get it and we ended up buying 2 books from typo coz they were 2 for $10. Came back and everyone was hungry coz apparently we took ages to buy the book. david(wendy's bf) said she hasn't sat down for at least 10 min to study. Went to eat at ramen-kan while i watched coz i ate before i got to city. Headed back to library which was about 330 by now.

Was going to meet up with danielH&fi, but they cancelled lunch so i dogged them and went home to do some actual studying, seeing as they were going to watch a movie and dinner.

Turned on tv while eating dinner and Today Tonight was on, apparently women in today's society is heaps curvier. The average bra size today, is D-cup compared to before(can't remember how long before) which was B-cup.

Anyways, have you wondered if you've ever been a topic people bitch about? and what they say? coz i have, as the saying goes 'nobody is perfect'. It's funny how little things can start a rumour, like a group on fb 'rumours tell me things i didn't know about myself'

eyes: chem notes
ears: nothing

'chance is unbiased, unprejudiced, fair'

xxLian~

A World Of Dreams

2010-04-18T11:15:00.002+10:00

Woke up smiling today =] In my dream i was with one of the eye-candies in my course, we were really close and were working together for group work, went shopping together for snacks then we headed back to his apartment which was a shared apartment

And me trying to be happy for a week didn't last long.

YAY! I'm on holidays now for 2 weeks, but have an exam during the first week ><

eyes: Bone Yard by Michelle Gagnoon
ears: nothing

'fragile people are pliable people'

xxLian~

2010-04-14T16:57:00.003+10:00

I'll try and be happy for a week starting now

2010-04-12T08:10:00.002+10:00

Yesterday my day started off with going to the park down the road from my house to start my biosphere report which is to write about the number of people seen, amount of area covered by trees/bush/grass and to do so we have to sit at the park for 1 hr D=

Dennis came to pick me up at around 1145 coz i couldn't be bothered driving to karina's after my 2 near death experiences in previous post. Saw anita,fiona&helen on karina's st and they still decided to get the car to karina's place even though it was 5mins away.

Got to karina's place and arthur was the only one there, people started rolling in slowly. The time at her place was killed by computer,wii,chubby monkey,jenga,monopoly deal,pictionary. Went to hurstii for dinner at kagaya. In the car was anita,dennis,ryan,me&terri, i felt sorry for terri coz she was in the middle. Some people went home after dinner while others headed back to karina's to drink. Overall, had heaps of fun.

Shout out to karina coz it's her actual birthday today: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

eyes: nothing
ears: nothing

'you can't go looking for the important things in life. They happen on the edges of your vision'

xxLian~

Suicidal?

2010-04-10T21:18:00.003+10:00

Yesterday went shopping with dennis and we were waiting at a set of lights on george st. I heard the tick-ing sound when you can walk, so decided to take a step towards the road then dennis stopped me and said 'wait', then i realised the tick-ing was for the other side.

Today, driving to hurstii and i was this (---------) close to crashing into the car in front. So i got my sis to drive home since she got her P's.

And no i'm not lacking in sleep *sigh*. I'm glad i'm not driving to karina's tomorrow, who knows what'll happen.

eyes: msn
ears: Knock You Down by Keri Hilson ft. Kanye West & Ne-Yo

'From the day we're born, we should all be afraid, but not of dying'

xxLian~

Who Do You Think We Are?

2010-04-09T09:10:00.003+10:00

Time to vent about men. If there are any guys/men who read this, blame it on the minority group who ruins your rep.

We are living in the 21st century! Men and women are equal! We can have a career. We don't have to cook for you, but we still do so shut the complaining, you either eat what we cook or don't. If you take a part in eating the food at least help out with the cleaning, you think it's an easy job? i'd like to see you do it once then you'd know how we feel! There's a saying in canto; 女朋友/老婆是要来爱 (girlfriend/wife is there to love) so don't take us for granted

As you can see i'm a pretty independant(is that the right word to use?) person. When i get married, i'm 100% sure i won't be able to overlook this behaviour. Either everything is halved or one cooks&the other cleans.

It'll be veryy hard for Lian to be a housewife =]

eyes: Chem notes
ears: Whataya Want From Me by Adam Lambert

'men..always puts career first, anything that affects carrer, you blame women?'

xxLian~